Thursday, April 01, 2004

The "Unsayable" Moments

Loud people, barking dogs, anxiety, depression... all keeping me awake tonight. Cruised a few random blogs and came across this post by Cameron. Actually caused me to smile... I would have just left a message, but there was no comment function so I'll share it here instead:
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Rilke might have called it "unsayable."

There are moments between people when something happens. Something non-physical, non-verbal, inexplicable--mystical. It often doesn't make sense within the normal parameters of what usually contributes to the development of such a relational connection, key factors being time and shared experience.

I'm not writing about love at first sight, or even romance for that matter. It certainly can be romantic, but the connection I'm referring to can also be purely platonic. I usually find this connectivity in making eye contact with others, but it doesn't happen with everyone. There is something I cannot deny in the eyes of some strangers, in some of my acquaintances that draws me to them, that evokes greater compassion, desire to relate. It is an unspoken kinship that often never becomes fully actualized. Somehow the experiences of these people, their thoughts, dreams, and fears, resonate deeply within me like monsoon thunder in July.

I know this, whatever it is, when I see it. I am always thankful to find it. And when I do, I find my mind more at peace, my heart more fully beating.
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A better thought to seek sleep with... to the next connection!

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